December 2016: Founding XXXmas

Vance loves to say that, “it’s Ho Ho Ho time” mostly because it kind of drives me, Ava, crazy. I’m not a fan of xmas… maybe if it were xxxmas. We were both raised religiously and I just don’t have much love for this time of the year. For me it’s just stress, cold, and presents. Don’t get me wrong, I love presents, but it’s just so transparent and feels cheesy to me.

Another reason to not be into holidays? All that family time makes it harder to have sex. Anything that makes having sex more difficult really bothers me, I prefer fucking over family time. Selfish? Probably, but so is making grand lists of presents and demanding them.

Special Announcements

I know it’s been a little bit since I’ve written a story, however I’ve worked on a few. Truth is, Vance and I have been regularly fucking, but Jay hasn’t been around much. Holidays just took over, and with the shortened day light our schedules have changed. For about three weeks Vance and I didn’t have a single full bondage session, which hadn’t happened before. When we finally did our orgasms were really incredible.

Leonore hasn’t been around much, and my understanding is that she’s going through something emotionally. I can’t say I’m shocked, a lot has happened this year, I know I’ve been going through a lot. Especially with my recovery. I have dreams occasionally about Bitch, but they have been less intense, more worry and annoyance than terror or tears. I miss her, of course, but we met before the twin towers fell, I know we will catch up when we can.

A few Amusing Tales

Today Vance’s holiday present arrived in the mail, and I wouldn’t let him open it. He did feel the need to ask if the present was safe to open in front of parents. Much to his disappointment it is, well not that much to his disappointment, he was fine with it. We just had nice back and forth about it.

I have excellent news too, I have a brand new digital camera! I can now take quality photos on the camera and never have them associated with my phone. Since my identity is a closely guarded secret, with this layer of protection I now feel safe to take nudes! I’ve taken a few by myself just to adjust to the idea. I know it not only bothers my brain for safety and life reasons, but also because Bitch took nudes and I looked down on that. I’m dealing with this association, and soon I will be posting my first ever nudes.

I think we kinky and liberated people should have our own winter holiday. We exchange stories, nudes, sexual favors, or more, so Xmas becomes XXXmas. It could happen any day in the winter, cold outside, but steaming up the windows if fun. As my header says, slide in, water’s warm. I’ll turn it up to hot soon enough.

So, with that shared, I shall sign off. Don’t worry, I’ll be cumming back soon. -Ava

Enjoy your XXXmas!