So, I (Ava) must apologize, life has lead me to neglect my delicious blog. While my writing has lacked, my libido hasn’t. Let me regale you with some updates, some good and some not so good.

List of Updates

(Note: These updates are not in perfect chronological order.)

1. A Summery of our Fourth Three Way
2. A Fun Night With Vance
3. Lacking Lenore
4. New Memories Uncovered
5. Movie and Cuddles
6. Missing Post: Fifth Three Way

Updates 1 of 6:A Summery of our Fourth Three Way

Well we first did some photography for our blog.

Then we all got in bed, started fooling around. My bf fingered me, I sucked my bf’s cock, he sucked and made out with our fwb, Jay.

Jay has never been fully sexual with a woman. He really enjoys seeing us fuck. We are working towards that. Jay and I spooned. He fingered me, kissed my neck, and I jacked him off. Jay is a quite voluminous producer of cum. Since none of us care much about what happens to the cum, we toweled it off my arm laughing and joking.

Updates 2 of 6:A Fun Night With Vance

This is the text I sent Lenore:

​We had fun tonight.
Vance tied me down, I used a real ball gag for the first time. He fingered and used a wand on me. Then before I came he fucked me and we came together. After he fingered me again, but it wouldn’t build.
Then he took a bath and rested for round two.
I put on a femdom pegging video and we discussed it, then I wrapped my legs tight around his and edged him. He came once without ejaculating, then a second time he ejaculated, very little was produced.

Updates 3 of 6:Lacking Lenore>

Vance and I were scheduled to travel to Alabama, however Lenore injured herself at work. Physical therapy provided some hope of a speedy recovery but this was quickly undone when Lenore pushed herself to compensate at work. In the end her whole body was in pain and she canceled the day before we left to see her.

Lenore told me that when she got home and knew she had to cancel she cried before calling me. All of us were looking forward to this time together, however life happens.

Updates 4 of 6:New Memories Uncovered

One of my greatest fears was realized, and somehow I survived. After a week of hints in my brain, I recovered fragmented memories of being made to touch Bitch. For days I struggled with physical memories, both scent and recalling touch.

I thought my body was a bit off, maybe I had a yeast infection, my scent was much stronger than normal and a bit off. However to my horror I realized I was perfectly recalling the scent of my sister’s vaginal secretions, a scent similar and yet different to my own.

The worst feeling was my fingers, both my right pointer and middle, remembering with precision the feeling of my sister’s vagina. I hoped it was a trick of the mind, maybe I was remember feeling myself, except the way my fingers felt curved I knew wouldn’t be physically possible to do to myself.

This has been the main reason I haven’t written. It took all my strength of will to allow myself to be sexual, to find joys, but the quiet introspection required when I write was unbearable. On the proactive side, I have started therapy for my sexual abuse for the first time. In the past I have gone to therapy, but I always glossed over my experiences with Bitch. However now I know the truth, the real depth and breathe of the damage, and I will heal and rise a more powerful Ava.

Updates 5 of 6:Movie and Cuddles

Jay, Vance, and I had discussed a movie night with cuddles. I picked out the movie Keanu from redbox, and we invited Jay over. Since I get cold very easily, I was in the middle, Jay was to my right and Vance to my left. The plan did not include fooling around, since Vance had gone hiking the weekend prior, and received over 30 non-lethal spider bites. Vance had struggled to feel very sexy while experiencing a burning itchy feeling.

However, we are not the best at resisting our libidos. Vance did not have sex, but Jay and I fooled around a lot. Vance got “handsy,” and even placed Jay’s hand on my left breast during the movie. Eventually I have in and started caressing Jay through his pants, and he slide his hand into my jeans. I jacked him on the couch while he used a finger to stimulate me. After a bit, I removed his hand and I blew him for a bit.

We moved to the bed, undressing before lying down except for Vance. Jay and I fooled around, I was still distracted from my uncovered memories and was having great difficulty climaxing. I did successfully jack Jay off, me came all over my arm. This took up the remaining time Jay had, he left before the movie was over.

This counted as our 6th time together.

Updates 6 of 6:Missing Post: Fifth Three Way

The only thing I skipped over in the updates post was our fifth three way. This was a very special three way, which I wish to write out more in detail. I took Jay’s straight virginity during this three way, and wish to give that the post it deserves.

Otherwise you, dear readers, are up to date with our recent endeavors.